2:01 p.m. on 2017-06-06 My biggest problem whenever I first get really motivated and working out and eating healthy comma is that it takes away a lot of mine body shame I see myself mentally as way more advanced than I am and often a good hard look at the corner of my eye in the mirror shutters vac illusion and can throw me off track completely If nothing else it's a downer it makes it hard to keep caring for my body when I first have a good streak of days it becomes effortless to care for my body almost as if I'm caring for somebody else , as in not short-changing myself and just treating myself with a mild reverence and that healthy dose of reality without the rosy colored glasses a serotonin overdose it's frustrating and makes me want to give up even though I believe my higher mind sees the future and the person I need to be for the future I want.
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